MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION

 THE SHOW


KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022 ...wow!! haha I swear to god, I'm never in my life I would be imagine something like this happens to me... Thanks to @valentinavalenzuela__ for invite me :) !

I feel like nothing what I do, say, think, or create can truly heal my soul. And I understood that healing can mean many things, it is not just about idealizing a life without pain.

I gave up my expectations... I allowed the concept of "Success and Happiness" to commit suicide in the same pantheon where my last love died.
KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022
KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

    This process of moving to NEW YORK, starting a new language. Being a single mother, dealing with the sneaky and instability of my mind. I have so much to say, but I just turn my feeling into CLOTHES.

I have managed to experience loneliness in a way that could possibly confuse some. Because the reality of our life is only known to ourselves. What we share on social networks, those words we exchange with our loved ones, are just a taste of what our lives truly are.

This is my fashion corner. where I create my designs, and where I'm working about my creative process.

My Broken Heart Collection. It is a graphic and fashionable expression about How's look a heart when it is wounded. Where words are like bullets that shoot our interior, leaving us in red pages of sudden death.

I am 100% sure that we have all gone through a moment where we simply do not want to live no more. Where we no longer know how to solve our problems. Where we have felt without a way out. Where there are no words that relieve our pain.

That moment, that sensation, those dark and lightless thoughts are represented in this 'SHOOT'
KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

KATARSIS FASHION SHOW By @Merartki_ny collab w @modelcampexperience 2022

    I'm not sure if we humans only die once. because I honestly feel like I'm dead in life.. There are moments where life can hurt so much and you only feel confused from so much pain.

The system manages to romanticize happiness so much to the point of making us feel insufficient no matter how hard we try.

MOODBOARD FROM MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION

I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired
I feel tired I feel tired


And I know I'm not the only one. But I can't get rid of my sadness, nor can I accept the mediocrity of others. It's not something that clings to me, it's something that simply haunts me. It's like a kind of mirror where you always have the bad luck to meet a person who tears you to pieces.

Do you know what I literally did? Stop being the victim of my story. And I started listening to myself.

Life is not going to change just because it is not what we don't want it to be. Life will not change just because we do not consider that we deserve what happens to us. Because life is just the life and God gave us is so that we can learn to live it.

Photography by @Diphotography
I've cried so much... I've felt so alone. It has been so difficult for me. I have felt so bad. And it is so traumatic that there is no way to trust again. It is not arrogance, it is not resentment, it is not revenge. It's self love.

I don't have a problem with anyone, nothing is personal. But I don't want to talk about my problems anymore. I no longer want to talk about everything that doesn't work in my life or within me. Look at my collection. do you understand now?


THE DESIGN

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

The final sketches of this collection

This was the first sketch I made, where everything came from... 2019

Composition of the first ideas about THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION 2019

Composition of the first ideas about THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION 2019

Composition of the first ideas about THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION 2019

Composition of the first ideas about THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION 2019

Composition of the first ideas about THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION 2019

Newspaper roses inspired by Tuxedo Mask from Sailor Moon 2019

The textures that inspired me to make this collection

The colores that inspired me to make this collection

Fashion Trends that inspired me to make this collection

The Makeup that inspired me to make this collection

The hair style that inspired me to make this collection

My personal influences that inspired me to be a FASHION DESIGNER.

The silhouette that inspired me to create this collection. DISCLAIMER: This is a visual inspiration board. I'M INCLUSIVE, I DON'T HAVE BODY PREFERENCES.

Ariana Grande and Bella Thorne was the femininely energy inspired to THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION.

6ix9ine, Ozzy Osbourne, Lil Peep, Marilyn Manson, Johnny Depp, Lil Xan & Interview with the Vampire. is the masculine energy inspired me to create THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION.

THE TAILORING








THE $$$BAG


MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "I DON'T WANT MORE LOVE"... BULLETPROOF VEST https://saintgermainlove.blogspot.com/2024/02/my-broken-heart-collection-i-dont-want.html

MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "Are you sure you remember me?"... BULLETPROOF VEST https://saintgermainlove.blogspot.com/2024/02/my-broken-heart-collection-are-you-sure.html

MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "It's time to die..." BULLETPROOF VEST https://saintgermainlove.blogspot.com/2024/02/my-broken-heart-collection-its-time-to.html

MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "The Ghost of You"... BULLETPROOF VEST https://saintgermainlove.blogspot.com/2024/02/my-broken-heart-collection-ghost-of-you.html

MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "Until Death Do Us Apart?"... BULLETPROOF VEST

MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "I'M INMMORTAL"... BULLETPROOF VEST https://saintgermainlove.blogspot.com/2024/02/my-broken-heart-collection-im-inmmortal.html

MY BROKEN HEART COLLECTION- "Shot Down in PAIN"... BULLETPROOF VEST https://www.saintgermainnyc.com/product-page/my-broken-heart-collection-shot-down-in-pain-bulletproof-vest


THE LOOK


Confession of a Painful Romance #Fashionshoot with @Jay_Valentino & @paullie_bee 2022. Location Grace Church, New York

Confession of a Painful Romance #Fashionshoot with @Jay_Valentino & @paullie_bee 2022. Location Grace Church, New York

Confession of a Painful Romance #Fashionshoot with @Jay_Valentino & @paullie_bee 2022 Location Webster Hall, New York

At The MORGUE #Fashionshoot with @heavyhorrornyc 2022. Location Maspeth, New York

At The MORGUE #Fashionshoot with @heavyhorrornyc 2022. Location Maspeth, New York

At The MORGUE #Fashionshoot with @heavyhorrornyc 2022. Location Maspeth, New York

At The MORGUE #Fashionshoot with @heavyhorrornyc 2022. Location Maspeth, New York

LOVE GAME 2023 by Bellomag

THE MOMENT


@kylebrincefield is the designer of @studmuffinnyc & Miss @patriciafield is a legend in the fashion industry both artist interacted with THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION on social media. 2023

@kylebrincefield is the designer of @studmuffinnyc & Miss @patriciafield is a legend in the fashion industry both artist interacted with THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION on social media. 2023

@kylebrincefield is the designer of @studmuffinnyc & Miss @patriciafield is a legend in the fashion industry both artist interacted with THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION on social media. 2023

@kylebrincefield is the designer of @studmuffinnyc & Miss @patriciafield is a legend in the fashion industry both artist interacted with THE BROKEN HEART COLLECTION on social media. 2023



ATT_ $AINT XOXO 2023




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